Tell me it isn't true...

September 29, 2006
23:15

What the heck is wrong with me? Kok perasaan gw suddenly jadi kaya gini? Sejak kapan ada distraction di hati gw? No way…no, it isn’t true, it isn’t right! Please tell me it is a joke.

Sumpah,, gw kok jadi konyol gila gini z? No…no, I’m sure it’s only for a while. Is it? How do I know? How do I grant that this thing won’t last for long? Who can convince me it’s only a temporary thing? And actually, what kind of thing am I dealing with, huh?

Relax … I’ve been this crazy before, haven’t I? Damn… I can’t remember anything right now. This heart drives me so insane. I wish I could be invisible just for a day so I could stay away from everything that makes this predicament become more profound, and no one would see I behave foolishly. I wish I could put off my memory and have it cleaned immeaditely. I can’t stand througing days with this doubtful thought that will bring a frown on my face.

Why is life being so confusing nowadays? The questions of people become more urgent every day. If only I could tell…

I wish I could change everything so that no one’s going to be hurt
I wish I could replay everything so that no one’s going to doubt it

I wish...

May the force help my brain to find back its grip on me…

,,IchaLgLabilAbiz,, ;c