Blacklisted

My room [20:35].

People...

Right now, this minute, this second. I’ve just put two humans on the blacklist of my life. I don’t know what things I did wrong to them. They have my respect, they have my honour, they even have my affection [I do]. But what the heck they were thinking when they did that thing? It hurt me deeply. They broke my heart badly. And what they’ve done this time is already too far. I have my limit. I do have it. I’m not always a forgiving who still can smile if something’s wrong. I’m a human. I really am.

I have my wish:

*I hope you two vanish along with my destroyed pride and extinct along with my ruined respect. And never ever come back.*

Do not ever think to show up—even if it’s a coincidence—unless it’s a MUST.

Do not ever think you have your rights to speak in front of me because I have my rights not to hear your damn voices.

I swear I’ll hunt you down even if I have to kill you with my own hand!

I don’t care if I have to pay an expensive SNIPER to shoot right on your big mouths or send you beautiful bombs to explode your big heads.

Chaaaa, get up, you fool! They don’t even deserve your HATRED.

Phew,

I forgive you, even if you don’t want it [cause I know you two don’t deserve it], but Widii’s right: I’m good and you’re not.

Just remember this, if someday we meet...

And you see smiling at you, that’s FAKE.

And if you have me laughing with you, that’s bul%sh*t.

And if you hear me talk softly with you, it’s nothing but a decency.

And if my eyes meet yours, and you thought that I respect you—you definitely out of your mind, it’s a sight of disgust.

Just let HIS FORCE finish you two, later...there...

[IchaBrokenHearted]