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Fri- December 21st, 2007.



Well, well, well.

I've just gont to Bogor to spend my fri-holiday with my family.
Well, I guess there's nothing wrong with using that chance to meet him *huahahahahaha*.
I text him and he said he'd meet me at mp *it's not malam pertama but makaroni panggang, okay*.
And then we met.

Well,
it's weird enough.
I felt like I haven't met him for ages.
And it felt like heaven to meet him there.
He's just left for 48 hours and I've missing him like hell.


Silly?!

I know.


Huffh..

Hard.

Tough.






I know.



ChaTenarAbisIsMissingHimSoMuch



Hahahahahahahaha.

A sudden-strange-atmosphere

August 18th, 2007.

My room [03:14],

Yesterday was the best INDEPENDENCE DAY I’ve ever been.

I spent it with he-whose-name-I-can-not-mention-here ;p

I’ve had a one-hour-memorable-midnight-confessions.

Phew. Feel so relief. Feel so happy. Feel so embarrassed. All at once. Huuw.

*Norak giillaa lo, Cha. Norak abiiis daah*

I’ve got a long-significant conversation with my Dad, a conversation which I’ve been missing all these times.

And the last, Hepi was on her way to go home. Finally she’s home.

Mmmh,

If someday I’ll have to forget everything which has ever been to me.

I wish I’ll never forget that day—ever.

Amiiiiiin.

*ThanksGodForAllOfThisSuddenThingsWhichAreHappeningToMe*

May the force always be with you and him and her and...him.;)

[ChaIsReallyReallyAndMerelyAdorable]

Another Wreckage

August 12th, 2007.

My room, [I dunno what time is it]

People.

I am overwhelming now ;) I really am.

After that blurry moment, that hurtful predicament, that unfair thought, and that useless

tears; I used to face.

God finally put a ‘true’ smile upon my face ;)

I hope there won’t be any disturbance in this sudden pleasure.

Please.

Let me know it further before everyone notices.

Let me hold it tight before it escapes wildly.

Let me see it clearly before it vanishes from my sight.

Let me feel it deeply before it builds its reluctant on me.

And let me comprehend it comprehensively before it disappears soon enough.

Even if it’s only a while, even it’s only makebelieving, even it’s only a maybe;

I really don’t mind.

And for the people who dislike this situation, who disagree with this condition, and who have intentions to end it.

I am begging you all. I am pleading now. And I am bended on my knees.

Please, don’t finish it because when the time has come it will end itself.

Don’t worry, I have only a few more time left.

*ChaHasBeenPulledOutFromAWreckageAndFallingToTheOtherOne*

[ChaMerelyMezmerizingAndFascinating]