(i) i should had replied my friend's important text but i didn't because i hadn't decided anything yet. Stupid stupid stupid. Sorry, dude!
(ii) i was in the middle of having fun, celebrated my best friends birthday but deep down inside i couldn't stop wondering *worrying, actually* about his birthday celebration. did he celebrate it himself? who made his favorite meals or asked him to hang out? or gave him a big birthday kiss and hug? everytime i thought about this i suddenly put up my cell phone and was ready to call or text but always ended with a big sigh. *do you know how my heart have been crying all along, dear?*
(iii) i sang a lot of songs for him but i thought it became a misleading for everyone who heard them. *cintaku bukanlah cinta biasa jika kamu yang memiliki dan kamu yang temaniku seumur hidupku* hahahahaha.
(iv) everytime i heard about that tribe was being discussed, i couldn't breath. was such feeling a 'missing'? it felt like being dumped by a lover. sucks. every breath is HURT. the more i tried to forget by those f*ckin fake smiles and laughters, the more my heart hurt, cried, and broke. Wht wa that actually?
(v) this vulnerable relationship is just a euphoria for him.
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